.we'llbeadream.

i hate this.
i fucking hate this.
my eyes are tired of crying.
i'm tired of balling up every night and sobbing over you.
i'm sick of this.
i'm so over it.
i know i'll give in too, bc i'm not fucking strong enough to stay away.
i fucking hate you.
i fucking hate you.
i fucking hate you.

i can hardly even tell what i'm fucking typing.

breathe.
breathe.
breathe.
breathe.
breathe.
breathe.
breathe.

okay...
i apologize for the momentary lapse of self control..

but, if you seriously don't feel a thing, let's skip to the part when you leave.
i don't know why you can't be what i need you to be..
i'm sooooo disappointed...
so.
incredibly.
disappointed.

i'm gonna dry my eyes of all the tears i've been weak enough to let you make. and i'm going to go to bed nightmare free. and i'm going to dream of someone out there who was made to help me. and i'm going to be okay..

i'm going to be okay..

i'm going to be okay..





sh.