idk.....

i don't know what i keep doing wrong. everything i do now just makes people pissed off. i try to talk to my one and only last night and be all cheery and then i go to leave and say goodnight darling love you! and all i get is a goodnight. then the next morning i try to talk to her, but she just ignores be and doesnt even aknowledge im there. and lets some other girl scoot in between us. she had this stupid little toy i gave her this morning...wasnt even like really important to me but she destroyed it...on purpose. well idk if she did it but she wore it around like for me to see. it's not the fact of what it was bc that toy wasnt a big deal to me it was just the fact that it was something of mine and she ruined it. :(

idk what to do anymore. im not good enough for anyone.

i give up.

am.