.thedaggerthatgentlylaidmysoultorest.

..he came back. i thought i would love the day where he wanted me back. but i don't. it's horrible knowing rather than not knowing..

now i'm all sorts of confused. i cant be had by him. i like who i'm with. but another feeling is making its way up to the top too..

but i'm going to get "it." i don't know what i'll do once i possess "it." maybe let go. maybe become attached. who knows.

a bond is being broken. hardly in realization. the weights to heavy not to notice. the serial ness of it however can go unlooked upon. idk if you get it. idk if you're trying. i hope you do. and i hope you are. bc i need you..

..and i don't want to keep getting hurt..

..i don't want to keep letting you..

..i want you to realize..

..i want a lot..

[.skh.]