maybe you don't realize it. but when she's back, you change. and i don't feel as if it's a good change. i know you haven't seen her in forever and that she's obviously the true best friend of yours but you don't have to pretend like i don't exist. i'm standing here looking like a stupid dog waiting to get approval or something. i know that it's my fault too, that i could try. but you try walking up to 2 laughing girls having crazy fun together. sitting there doing their inside jokes and telling their secrets. it's not easy.
i don't have someone like her. all i have is you. which i thought was always enough, but now i'm thinking otherwise. i don't like standing alone in the rain watching my best friend run off with someone else with the umbrella.
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