.theverdict.

the left..

..the right

....

i choose..

..exit now.

sh.

.weneverwere.

YouRe absence became second nature. At the time I was glad you no longer were there. But since you've been with me recently. I can't help but look at you all the time.. I want to know your thoughts feelings and everything about you all the time. I know I'll be abandoned soon but not without saying this,
"i miss you."
I have for so long. It's taken me two years to admit it but I did. I'm so sorry for everything. I told you it'd be my fault and it is.. I don't necessarily wish things were different but.. I do wish. However,
That's not how our song goes.

Sh.

.isweariloveyou.

I don't know what to do. A part of me shut down that night. As in, I feel like I gave up on you. :C I'm so sorry. Now you're perfect. You've changed into an amazing being but.. I am out at sea and I'm afraid I've lost my compass. :C you don't deserve this. I'm so sorry. But idk what to do. My brains telling me to walk but my hearts telling me to give it a shot.. Either decision will leave me with a massive feeling of guilt.. :C I love you.

sh.