november.30th

it'ssss my lover, secret keeper, perfect hand to hold, partner in crime, bestest friend's birthday!

i am so thankful for the day of november 30, 1992!!


looooove you!




am.

.babydoll.

oh, sweetheart.
where you walk, i'll lay the brightest red carpet.
where you sleep, i'll lay the softest down.
where you cry, i'll lay the smoothest tissues.
where you talk, i'll lay the sweetest listener.
where you fall, i'll lay the bestest friend.. and i'll lay the biggest kiss on your forward. and i'll lay the cheesiest lines to comfort you. and i'll lay you down in my arms and carry you. because we're battle buddies to the very end. and you never leave a buddy behind.

oh, sweetheart. it always sucks until we become strong enough to tolerate it. it'll bet better. i'll always be here. call me anytime, love.

i love you and miss you with all my heart.

i wish, i wish with all my heart to be with my bestie in a land apart.

.sh.

.i miss her.

i need saturday more than anything right now.
i need to get everything off my mind.
i need to ony think about my best friend.


please don't let me fall.



am.

.you'remybestfriend.

You stand by me. You believe in me like nobody ever has. When my world goes crazy, you're right there to save me. You make me see how much I have..
A.a.m., I heart you very much. I miss you.
See you saturdAy. C:

.sh.

p.s. See ya soon than? C:

.give into me.

I'm gonna wear you down,
I'm gonna make you see.
I'm gonna get to you,
you're gonna give into me.
I'm gonna start a fire,
you're gonna feel the heat.
I'm gonna burn for you,
you're gonna melt for me.

Come on, come on,
into my arms.
Come on, come on,,
give into me.

Whisper the sweetest words,
and if you're ever sad,
I'll make you laugh,
I'll chase the hurt.
My heart is set on you,
I don't want no one else.
And if you don't want me,
I guess I'll be all by myself.

Come on, come on,
give into me.


am.

.forgiveness.

You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.

You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.

You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.

You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.

..you forgive me for walking away,

and I'll forgive you for not stopping me..

.sh.