please believe.

there's no way i would ever forget you.
time will always go on and i will never lose you.
always stay in touch.
i mean it's kinda hard to go on in life with only half of me.


am.

.ijustwannabemad4awhile.

I didn't talk to you bc I felt like my two best friends totally ditched camping. I was so excited I told you a month in advance and I know you didn't tell Kelly right away bc that's just the way you are. But I would've thought you would've made an attempt. So I was waiting for an apology but at the bonfire you were just having all this fun with everyone else so I left. You didn't even look at me or try to say anything.. So I thought I'd return the favor.. It's not easy for me to be sitting at home all alone while you're out with lexy doing all your inside jokes either. I'd be in the same situation but I just choose to stay in doors bc I know I'll be left. You'll forget me next year. And the year after that. And the year after that..

sh.

miss you more. unbelievably more. but lance and I are on a break. if that sparks your intrest at all.

ouchie.

i miss you.

i miss you so much.

i miss you so much that it hurts.




am.

lost.in.you.

maybe you don't realize it. but when she's back, you change. and i don't feel as if it's a good change. i know you haven't seen her in forever and that she's obviously the true best friend of yours but you don't have to pretend like i don't exist. i'm standing here looking like a stupid dog waiting to get approval or something. i know that it's my fault too, that i could try. but you try walking up to 2 laughing girls having crazy fun together. sitting there doing their inside jokes and telling their secrets. it's not easy.

i don't have someone like her. all i have is you. which i thought was always enough, but now i'm thinking otherwise. i don't like standing alone in the rain watching my best friend run off with someone else with the umbrella.


am.

.Lonely.

I'm hurt.
I'm disappointed.
I'm scared.
I miss him already.
I miss her.
I refuse to admit it's probably for the best.
I hate endings.
And I'm going to pray for sanctuary.


Sh.

reaching the end.

is this dark hole comforting or lonely?


am.

reaching the end.

is this dark hole comforting or lonely?


am.