.becausebelievingiswhatgetsusthrough.

there's a place out there for us. more than just a prayer, or anything we've ever dreamed of. so when you feel like giving up because you don't fit in down here; fear is crashing in, close your eyes and take my hand.
we can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe. it's written in the stars that shine above. a world where you and i belong, where faith and love will keep us strong. exactly who we are is just enough..

there's a place for us.

[[we spend our whole lives wanting more than anything to be exactly what they need. we change daily to mold ourselves into someone they will someday hopefully see as their savior. and if that moment never comes, one seems as lost as ever.]]

you and me. we aren't the world's normal "best friends." we go deeper than that. our connection isn't an i-can-tell-her-everything kind of a bond because we both have our secrets. our connection isn't an i-know-everything-about-this-girl kind of a bond because we are far from knowing everything about each other. no, our connection is unlike any emotional connection i've ever had..

to me, our relationship is an i-need-you-to-love-me kind.

i need you to be there.
i need you to understand.
i need you to stand up for me.
i need you to check up on me.
i need you to believe in me.
i need you to not be afraid to trust me.
i need you to love me.

i need you so much. and i'm pretty sure you need me too. but what i can't understand is, if we need each other so much, why can't we ever do anything right for the other? it's like nothing ever goes right for us. nothing ever follows through and it just leads to one of us being disappointed in the other..
i think i've figured it out..

we have these two contradicting beliefs towards one another. we have both seen disappointment in the others face at least one time during our friendship, correct? therefore, i came up with this conclusion.

i need you. you need me. [more than anything]
contradiction:
because of the times we have disappointed each other [failed to be loyal] i believe i cannot be what you need. you believe you cannot be what i need.

if this conclusion is true the answer is simple. we need to stop believing we're not good enough. we need to stop being scared that the other will disappoint us again. and we need to start acting like we need each other again. because we do.

if i'm going in a completely wrong direction with this, please tell me.






sh.